Been too many years,
This back and forth,
Never feels safe,
Never feels just okay,
It’s too much happiness
Spending all my idol time
With just using you to kill
Me or not nearly enough,
All this love, then you don’t
Give a damn about my health.
No matter how much I love you,
Nobody’s gonna treat me this way.
I’m withdrawing badly, I’m withdrawing
Escape sometimes hurts, this is the price of life,
I’m withdrawing,
This was the last relapse
