Is there a cure for what I have?
I became infected when you touched my heart
now I’m out here in these streets
moving, but standing still
this virus
is shutting me down
I don’t want to admit
I always wanted a family
now it’s just me
did you ever love me?
You were infected long before me
were you my first love
I can admit you are the first
I have wanted to
explore life with
I felt like I had everything
with you
the things I gave to you
meant so much to me
you started a chain reaction
of hurt
you held me back
I was never able to pursue life
by myself
I was wrong for wanting to grow
as husband and wife
I know love because of anger
I would have respected you saying
everything that a man can do
to hurt you, I will do
honesty was not an option
the virus had you spreading lies
infecting on contact
the man in my dreams
has disappeared
appearing as new
I have an angry smile
when my heart stops beating
and yours stops
you were supposed to be
next to me
I should have kept my body armor on
now the virus has claimed me
