Wonders in this world
Make me wonder
At the beginning of life, we wonder
Why
We wonder our purpose
Ever since I left Wonderland
I don’t wonder
I’m living in my dreamcatcher
My loneliness is normal
My sadness is not depression
It’s an awareness of feelings
I have to keep my feelings to myself
For not being understood, I’m tired
It’s not how I feel, but I’m tired
I’m not good enough for who?
I was abused in different ways
But my thinking and caring
Have always been protected
I wonder about the one I bound with
Is he wandering
In Wonderland?
I can’t disconnect
My love is connected
In ways I can’t explain
I wonder if love is a curse
I’m doing a life sentence in loneliness
But set free from my negative addictions
I wonder if there is a positive addiction
