Once seen from both sides, the attraction is so strong. Either side sees something is wrong. Happiness is “Waldo.” Nothing else matters. Can’t see the unbearable pain, no red flags. Loving yourself doesn’t mean it’s easy to love you. Who are you? It takes half your life to find out who you are. Knowing who you are doesn’t erase the memories. I hear people say they don’t care, but I see a lot of tears. Pros and cons can kill.
I’m to the point where I would rather hold my back against the wall so it doesn’t hurt so much being hit in the back. People are put in positions to care and get grant money to give you a position that still leaves you starving. My upset and anger come from not being able to help myself; delivering with disrespect makes it hard to see my angels to keep me moving toward my destination. I’m learning if you can’t let trauma go, either don’t speak of it or keep it to yourself. Also, you’re weak, so only a selective few can use these words.
This is the first time I want to speak about advocates who are supposed to advocate for better and equal opportunity but can’t. They have their own agenda.
Trump says he wants the city to look beautiful. Does he not understand that laying off workers makes the homeless population grow? It’s sad, a lot of you voted for him to hurt others, and it backfired. He has no honor. He suffers from a lot of the deadly sins, which makes him poison.
Please search beneath the hatred, broken from unfaithful loyalty. Some still don’t see the start of will being taken from a non-believer of human rights. The funny thing is, Trump’s mask is off, except for his makeup or whatever is on his skin. He is a self-conscious human. Don’t drink from the same fountain as contagious greed and evil behavior. He has no neighbors and his village let him down when he was young. The system keeps people in prison for half of the things this man has done. The system is a mess. We all will continue to be slaves. There are people who don’t want to work, but I for one understand suffering to make others rich. Making America great is making a mess.
