The fear of a new overwhelming experience. Cojones burning – the flame reaching up through the spine…rapidly burning a new pathway.
Another opening and another–the screams–neighbors banging on the door, the return of the white coats with their needles and pills.
If only I had known that I was in fear of my own purification process, leaving the path of self-mastery, only to succumb to the tyranny of legal and medical “professional experts.”
